A journey. A journey through life. A journey through time. This is the online mental masturbation of a lost soul.

2.12.2005

How About AudioBLOGs?

I have been doing a lot of research about my new blog, how I want it to look, what I want people to get from it, etc. And I have seen other peoples blogs and I like the creativity that goes into some of them. I wouldn't mind figuring out how to do that, too.

But the coolest thing I have seen so far is the audioBLOG capability. I think I will be utilizing that a lot. I actually had put one on here earlier tonight. But I had trouble with my edits for my entries. I accidentaly deleted the audioBLOG entry. But I will put new audioBLOG's back on here soon. So, pay attention and I will have some cool audioBLOGs on here soon.

Until Next Time!

Oh, and right now Im listening to Gavin Degraw 'Let's Get It On' from NapsterLive.....Check it out!

The Journey Begins.......or does it?

I am currently in the process of selling each and every one of my possesions off, so that I can begin whatever it is that I am supposed to begin in the very near future.

Two years ago, when I came to this god-forsaken little town of Wichita Falls, I thought I had succeeded in releasing myself from my possessions. But through time and a couple of trips in pick-up trucks, I found my possessions right back around me.

I know I was more "committed" to releasing everything then than I am now, but I am actually doing more about it now than I did then. Funny how stuff like that works out.

So, even though the journey hasn't begun yet (or has it?), I feel like I am gone already. Not me, physically feeling as though I am gone, but I feel that my friends have decided I am gone and that it will be easier to NOT interact with me in my last few days. I guess I actually feel as lonely now as when I arrived here for school two years ago and didn't really know anyone. A fitting end is one that mirrors the beginning, I guess.

Oh, and I think I have a whole problem with this 'blog-mentality'. I feel the same way about blogs as I do about bad teenage girl poetry. It might be somehow meaningful and cathartic to the one who writes it, but the rest of us don't give a shit, really. What happened in our society that makes everyone think that they are so very unique and that they must share that uniqueness with a public that isn't so interested?

Well, I am sure that these questions and many others will be answered in the coming months.

Until Next Time!